Heyz everyone!!! I juz got back from malaysia about 2 dayz ago, went fishing. it was fun while it lasted, but coming back wasnt very fun though, we got caught in the storm, ok... maybe i was exaggerating a little. it wasnt like a storm storm storm, but it was raining. sky was very dark, then while we one the boat, i was like sitting on the left side of it at the front of the boat where there was hardly any shelter, then while we were at sea, like in the middle of the sea, then i felt water on my arms, then, u guessed it, it started to rain. i was wearing this life jacket thingy, so i crouched down n hid my body from the rain, after awhile, we went into the shelter in the boat, by then i was all drenched, i was shivering, luckily, we had some towels in the cloth bags ( u noe those we are encouraged to carry, those reusable ones to save the earth) so my mum wrapped my up in 2, one in front, on behind. boy, wad an experience.... then, when we were in the middle of the sea, the boat suddenly stopped, we were like "oh no, wad happened?!?!?" but of course we managed to get back to the jetty. :D so thats all for now, i hope i will write soon... i will be away tmr in thailand, so see u soon!!!

today i went to Sakae Sushi for lunch. then i went to church n stuff, then i went to mac's for dinner with buzzgrp, then i was super super super super hyper lorh, everything was like super funny, we laughed throughout the whole session. then when i came home i had a gr8 time laughing at my aunt!:D dun feel like writing..... sry its so short.

Heyz everyone..... I havent posted for a month now. oh wait, its exactly one month since i posted!!!!! LOL! i bet only 1 person's been reading my blog, haiz, its okay. anyway, school's been great, track n field cca's been great, hoping to get into National Junior Championships(NJC, not the sch)

I juz wanted to post to tell everyone, I ABSOLUTELY enjoyed yesterday's worship experience(Not the Same) it was such an amazing experience! sensing the presence of the Lord, and juz dancing in his presence as if it was never gonna end. I want everyone to know, that there is a God, an amazing almighty God that would help us through everything and anything!!!

Heyz everyone. i think u might have forgotten about my blog, but its okay, acceptable as i havent been blogging since december 22. WOW! thats like super duper long ago.

Today was extremely horible. I cried 5 times. why? because i didnt get into top8 for shot put. A DSA gal not getting top 8, how embarrassing. but its not that, its because im disappointed in myself, and when ppl tell me that i tried my best, or its okay, or even if they try to comfort me, i feel like just shutting them up. why? thats the thing that makes me cry so much, the comforting words of others. it makes me feel that i let them down, i let myself down.... it just makes my heart just break into many many many pieces, the feeling is unbearable.

Despite all that, this has made me want to achieve something else, something alot greater. Next year, i MUST get top 8, I MUST get 1st position, I MUST hit 12m by next yr, I MUST consistently hit 11m. MY NEW GOAL FROM TODAY TILL NEXT YEAR! this is my season. and NO ONE will take it from me! NO ONE! i will work hard to achieve it n matter wad!

hey hey hey everyone out there!!! juz came back from camp radical!!!woo hoo!!!

Day1 15/12/08: we left for malaysia in a coach at 8+(ithink) then when we reached there, we went to the ballroom! super big... ok maybe i was exaggerating... then we went for lunch then we played games.... connect three(IN THE MUD, EW), the rescue (still was in the field), n a few others la... quite fun, then we went for showers which we only had like 20minutes to do so.then we went for service! WOOHOO! then yea got tawg n GD n dinner n stuff like that. then we went to zzzzzzzzzzzzz.. 12+ then we slept.

Day2 16/12.08: we went to the ballroom to shift chairs n had paperball war!!so fun! :) then we went for breakfast then service.then we left the hotel to a nearby park, we had our games... in the first game, we had to put as many water bombs onto a newspaper until it broke. then the next game, we had to chose between orange n strawberry. the other 2 groups took strawberry so we took orange. we had to use styrofoam cups to build a fortress while the other 2 groups tried to crush it down with water bombs. the next game, we had to play broken telephone. we had to gargle water n guess wad the other person was saying n pass it down the line to the last person gargling water as well. then there was c.s.i.... then we went back n had dinner n GD i think. then we had service. n in that service i was touched by God. P. Dom had asked who felt weary that night n could not feel God. then i stepped out of my seat n went to the front. then i started to feel God's presence in the service. then i asked God to speak to me... though i was crying, i did not hear God speaking to me.... then i asked God in my heart:" where are you God????? Where are you????"
then P.Dom got the Adult Leaders to pray for us n place anointing oil on out foreheads to "connect us with the holy spirit. Then Sister Coco came to pray for me. she prayed that i would know that God is here beside me... i was shocked n i really couldnt stop crying.. then God came n embrace me in his arms... i was really touched. them when worshipp ended, we sat down in front cause we didnt have any notes to copy. but even as i was sitting on the floor, i was still tearing. That was a night i would nvr forget.

Day3 17/12/08:day 3 was quite fun espeicially the game we played in the rooms, Chill Out" we put on our blindfolds then we lay down on the beds n prayed... n 1 guy in my group actually slept!!!:)

Day 4 18/12/08: we had breakfast n tawg n GD n then our last service by P.Gary in Radical. then we left the hotel n went for lunch outside at a restaurant near the sea... then we came back to singapore!!! YAY! the moment i reached home i lay down on the floor n zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

thats all for now! see ya soon!!!!

hey everyone!!! i juz came back from china, beijing.FYI: this was my 2nd trip to beijing liao..

saturday 29 november 2008: arrived in beijing at 10.20pm. took a big cab to east gate hotel... left our bags in room 20G before we went across the road for supper at a congee shop. it was really nice.*YUMMY*

sunday 30 november 2008: woke up early cause Gary was going to come see us. he came to help us with our itinery n managed to get a good tour agency with an english guide. after that, we went to have peking duck at (ya wang)duck king. we gulped down 2 ducks, it was so delicous!!! after that, we went back to the hotel n rested a while before deciding where to go. we then walked to ginza mall to take the subway to silk street (xiu shui). we bought many things there. n bargained alot too! we then took a subway bake to the hotel, before reaching the hotel, we stopped by another congee place to eat.

monday 1 december 2008: our tour guide, Alan, came to pick us up to go for our tour. he was a very good tour guide i must say... 1st, we went to tianan'men square which used to be a part of the forbidden city. it was very very big, i think Alan said that a total of 500,000 ppl can be in the square. we then went into the underground tunnel to cross the road to the forbidden city. on our way in, we saw groups of soldiers having training. we then bought our tickets & proceeded inside. it had outer courts n inner courts. it was a VERY long walk! (i've been there before, 2nd time) then we saw the throne of the emperor, his resting room before he holds a session, the place where cixi stayed( u might noe cixi as the dragon lady if i hadnt mistaken...), the place where the emperor sleeps. then we went to the summer palace. it was a place where cixi used to stay too i think...we walked the long corridoor, saw the marble boat... then we went to the temple of heaven also known as tian tan in chinese.

tuesday 2 december 2008: we visited the drum tower. the drum tower was used to tell the city the time. there were 25 small drums n 1 big drum. the tower was so high up that after we climbed it, we were tired(in my terms, bush!) after we came down from the tower, we took a rickshaw around the little village i would call it. cant remember the name of the place, then we stopped by a house to visit a local family. they were very hospitable. they had 4 extremely cute dogs that we played with. after that, we took a rickshaw back n left for the silk factory, we saw how silk was made & we tried to pull it into a big huge layer, but we broke it. lol. then, we went to visit the water cube, it was so nice inside!!! the pool, the everything.... then we walked to the bird's nest!!! MY SISTER WENT NUTZ....we also saw the mascots.... bei bei jing jing huan huan ying ying ni ni.... then we went to dr. tea... we bought quite a bit of tea... then we went to wang fu jing, my dad, my uncle, my sis n i ate a scorpion each!!! we bought a roast duck home to cook before leaving.

wednesday 3 december 2008: we went to fiona's cafe for coffee. then the three of us, my sis, cousin n me went to the playground. then we stayed in the hotel i think....i'm not very sure... ANYWAY.... at night, we went to eat KFC!!! yea! then we went to lao she ca guan to watch a performance. it was so nice!!!

thursday 4 december 2008: i woke up early with dad sis n cousin n we went to play squash. it was a fun ball game. then we went to xiu shui n bought more things... after that, at 5:30, we left for a dinner that starts at 5:30, we were obviously late, but anyway, we took a subway. then we asked for directions, it was -8 degrees n we were freezing! we lost our way somemore, we were all so so so so so so so so COLD!! we had to take shelter a few times cause it was too cold. we finally found our way n got to the restaurant, we had steamboat which was all MUTTON. i didnt really like it. anywayz, we said our final good byez to Gary. n we took a cab back home! yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday 5 december 2008: we woke up early as we were going to a ski resort cause we wanted to ski. the temp was like -15 degrees. we left our bags in the resort n left for lunch. we went to a restaurant about 1/2 hour away from resort. we had a fish that cost 17** RMB which added up to a total of 2332rmb! we almost had no more money left. cause they only take cash. we then left for the great wall which we were planing to take a cable car up the great wall as it was too cold. but the place was closed liao. n so we decided to give it a shot to walk the great wall. we walked up a flight of steps n had to walk another few 100 metres before reaching the entrance. my mum, cousin, aunt n i couldent walk on as it was too cold so we ran back to the van. but my dad, sis n uncle tried to go to the entrance of the great wall but 200 metres away, they couldent take it, so they came back, oh yea, juz for ur info, when my mum, me , cousin n aunt came back, the driver said, san ge hao han hai zai shang mian... hee hee... lol! then we went back to the resort n realised that we were the only guest in the resort n there was no food as only the trainers stay there, we were so unhappy that we moved back to east gate hotel. they even made us pay 200+ dollars cause we put our bags there.

saturday 6 december 2008: we had 2 games of bowling. we went to zhong guan cun, there, we bought computer stuff.. then we went to starbucks n had a drink before taking a cab to a 5 star restaurant with the best peking duck in the world. we decided to go there tml for lunch cause it was soooooo good.

sunday 7 december 2008:we went to the peking duck place. we at 2 ducks n brought home 3 ducks. we went to the airport after that, then we arrived in singapore... HOME SWEET HOME

this china trip was a great experience..... byez!

heyz every1..... not too happy these few dayz.... if u have my hotmail, which i thick all the readers here have, u can see wad i wrote in my personal message... well. its been like this.... juz about 2 dayz ago, i dunno wad happened, all the pri.6s went 4 sports camp, then in the morning, when i saw charlotte, my supposedly bff, i like juz bu shuang, then i juz kept quiet the whole time we were in the hall while having assembly. i was sitting behind her cause usually, 4 of us hang out together, me, mac horsey, mac mozzie & ama, but juz recently, last tuesday, me, mac horsey n mac mozzie went to watch HSM3 (OH YEA!!!), before we left sch to go west mall to catch the movie, we ate in sch, then we put our bags down n then me n mac horsey went to the toilet, then we left mac mozzie there all by herself, when we came back, she was upset, n she was like that the whole time, what i would call, pull a long face, all the way until thursday, in the bus on the way to CCAB 4 sports camp, i mean like, DO U REALLY HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT??? ALL OF US WANNA HAVE A GOOD TIME!!! i was kinda pissed.. seriously, n she started hangin out C2!
even sat wiff her in the bus... like wad the??!! the three of us, me mac horsey n ama were like huh? wads wrong wiff her??? that very day, thurs, when i went home, someone pissed me off too!!! (so dao mei) my grandmother..... my paternal grandmother, she took out my hamster to play, then put it back into the wrong cage!!! that cage didnt have food or water, WAD DO U THINK!!! DUH!!! IT DIED!!!! man.... she always disturbs my hamsters TILL THEY SQUEAK LIKE ANYTHING!!!! n now, when i wanna touch them they run or bite me.... i mean like in my head, i was like she is a murderer.... my hamsters are like my own "babies"!!!! i couldent take it!
On Fri, means the next day from that day, i wen to sch, sat behind mac mozzie, this time i juz couldent take it! i was so pissed after all the thing that happened the day before, my other 2 friends could tell something was wrong, (2 friends, ama & mac horsey)they asked me, "eh. wads wrong wtih u?" then i told them, " i juz dun feel like seeing SOME people" then they started guessing, when they pointed to mac mozzie, i nodded my head. then they were like "ohhhhhh" then when we went on the bus to go CCAB, i sat with mac horsey, n of course mac mozzie sat with her new BEST FRIEND, C2. i sat inside, cause u noe the bus have alot of seats that r like 2 seaters, so i sat inside lor, i closed the curtain, there happened to be curtains on that bus, then i put my elbow on the edge of the window, then i shut my eyes, then mac horsey keep looking at me, asking, " r u ok?" then i juz kept quiet, then , after a while in the bus going to CCAB, i unexpectedly started crying, i mean not loudly, juz a few tears ran down my cheeks, mac horsey, u saw them, (them:tears). then i suddenly felt like breaking down, but of course i didnt, then, i juz quickly wipped my tears away, then juz continued to shut my eyes till we reached CCAB, luckily, after that bus ride, i becam happy in the midst of playing frisbee, although we lost, my teammates n i had taken the top 3 losers pledge... hee hee...

PS: pls dun get offended