Heyz everyone!!! I juz got back from malaysia about 2 dayz ago, went fishing. it was fun while it lasted, but coming back wasnt very fun though, we got caught in the storm, ok... maybe i was exaggerating a little. it wasnt like a storm storm storm, but it was raining. sky was very dark, then while we one the boat, i was like sitting on the left side of it at the front of the boat where there was hardly any shelter, then while we were at sea, like in the middle of the sea, then i felt water on my arms, then, u guessed it, it started to rain. i was wearing this life jacket thingy, so i crouched down n hid my body from the rain, after awhile, we went into the shelter in the boat, by then i was all drenched, i was shivering, luckily, we had some towels in the cloth bags ( u noe those we are encouraged to carry, those reusable ones to save the earth) so my mum wrapped my up in 2, one in front, on behind. boy, wad an experience.... then, when we were in the middle of the sea, the boat suddenly stopped, we were like "oh no, wad happened?!?!?" but of course we managed to get back to the jetty. :D so thats all for now, i hope i will write soon... i will be away tmr in thailand, so see u soon!!!

today i went to Sakae Sushi for lunch. then i went to church n stuff, then i went to mac's for dinner with buzzgrp, then i was super super super super hyper lorh, everything was like super funny, we laughed throughout the whole session. then when i came home i had a gr8 time laughing at my aunt!:D dun feel like writing..... sry its so short.

Heyz everyone..... I havent posted for a month now. oh wait, its exactly one month since i posted!!!!! LOL! i bet only 1 person's been reading my blog, haiz, its okay. anyway, school's been great, track n field cca's been great, hoping to get into National Junior Championships(NJC, not the sch)

I juz wanted to post to tell everyone, I ABSOLUTELY enjoyed yesterday's worship experience(Not the Same) it was such an amazing experience! sensing the presence of the Lord, and juz dancing in his presence as if it was never gonna end. I want everyone to know, that there is a God, an amazing almighty God that would help us through everything and anything!!!

Heyz everyone. i think u might have forgotten about my blog, but its okay, acceptable as i havent been blogging since december 22. WOW! thats like super duper long ago.

Today was extremely horible. I cried 5 times. why? because i didnt get into top8 for shot put. A DSA gal not getting top 8, how embarrassing. but its not that, its because im disappointed in myself, and when ppl tell me that i tried my best, or its okay, or even if they try to comfort me, i feel like just shutting them up. why? thats the thing that makes me cry so much, the comforting words of others. it makes me feel that i let them down, i let myself down.... it just makes my heart just break into many many many pieces, the feeling is unbearable.

Despite all that, this has made me want to achieve something else, something alot greater. Next year, i MUST get top 8, I MUST get 1st position, I MUST hit 12m by next yr, I MUST consistently hit 11m. MY NEW GOAL FROM TODAY TILL NEXT YEAR! this is my season. and NO ONE will take it from me! NO ONE! i will work hard to achieve it n matter wad!